its

official

lesson of the day

i think from what i've learned in the past 24 hours..
1. do not get sick. going to the hospital SUCKS. i haven't gotten the flu or anything that bad yet, but friends of mine have and they looked like death. a friend of mine went to the ER last night due to a really bad virus.. the ER is definitely not a place you want to stay at for 3 hours.


THE MORE IMPORTANT LESSON LEARNED:

2. LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU CAN LOVE OTHERS.

you can't give your love and respect away to another human being if you can't even accept yourself. if you don't love yourself, you'll be living in constant uncertainty. who wants that? it took me years to figure it out. for years, i thought i was single because i wasn't good enough. i realized that i was single because when i was younger and naive, i always needed a boy to personify me. i needed a boy to make me feel better about myself. i learned throughout the years that i was rediscovering myself and learning to really like who i've become. now... now at this time in life... i'm finally ready to share all this. it's taken years, but i think i'm finally doing this the right way and that's because i know exactly who i am as a person and what i want with life, love, and happiness.

as my best friend jeseline always said to me,
"carpe diem bitch"

SEIZE THE DAY!

in too deep

because i'm in too deep,
and i'm trying to keep,
up above in my head,
instead of going under.


alright kids,
i think it's kinda official.
i am way in too deep.

but for the first time, i think i'm kinda okay with it.
we compliment one another.

untouchable
like a distant diomand sky
i'm reaching out and i just can't tell you why
i'm caught up in you, i'm caught up in you
untouchable
burning brighter than the sun
and when you're close i feel like coming undone

in the middle of the night
when i'm in this dream
it's like a million little stars
spelling out your name
you gotta c'mon c'mon...
say that we'll be together
c'mon c'mon...
little taste of heaven

WHERE ALL THE GOOD GUYS ARE.

amazing article that just made me realize things.

"Life is too short to be afraid of ruining a friendship, especially if there’s a chance you could be more to one another ... Friendships are as fluid as romances; they can end as suddenly as they can begin. In many ways, they’re overrated. You know what’s not overrated? Love. It’s awesome."

thanks for sharing with me lucia.

happy

alright, this may sound really cheesy, but i haven't felt this kind of happy in years. i guess that empty part of myself has slowly been filling up. GOD, i am not over how cheesy i've been acting, thinking, and feeling. it all comes with those kind of feelings right? lol.

M A I K A maragp:
i just wish i could know if it'll be worth it in the end

Boy:
i know
i wish i could know that too
i want to believe that it will be worth it in the end
and i believe that it will be
but at the same time
i gotta respect how you feel
and give you your own time to form your decisions
and if somehow you believe that it wont be worth it
then i will respect that
you know what you want best

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone...

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone...

Aahhh... aahhh...

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
http://www.elyricsworld.com/alone_lyrics_glee_cast.html
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

Alone... alone...

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark